LIFE IN USA
The first day I stepped in USA. The difference was felt from the air only . The first thing came into my mind; "Where am I?" . From the land of culture I have stepped a foot on a land where there is not even a second for thinking about anyone else. Where everyone is living their "American Dream" , I am here for pursuing my dreams.
"My dreams"...
Not so fancy , not so cool , but my little sweet dreams of having my life revived in USA.
But things are not as cool as they seem in their first place..
Missing home can not be replaced by the roaming in USA.
Mom's food can't be replaced by burgers and pizzas;
Dad's care can't be replaced by professor's teaching;
and above all INDIA can't be replaced by USA.

Things went on worst , I lost myself somewhere. The killing spirit had gone somewhere and loneliness started killing me.

But, then comes a light, an inner voice , and a friend..:)

I am the girl with killing spirit , "Killer Girl"..
So what if I cry on any small matter , That's what I am!!!
People call it emotional fool , but I call it bunch of feelings...
People use your feelings in USA , but SO what???

Here I am; again with the same smile; with same confidence. So what if I am afraid of walking alone? I know I ll fly alone one day. So what if I cry alone? I know I will laugh at my cries one day. So what if I am not enough confident right now? I know I will conquer all the things one day.
So what if I can't trust anyone right now? I will make everyone love me one day.
So what people don't like the way I am? I will love myself enough one day.

I am here to fulfill all my promises ; commitment and above all " to cherish each and every moment of my life."

I am taking steps , small small steps , but I will fly one day with both arms open and with full confidence...:)

Till then..." I will make a living out of whatever I have"...:)